Anonymous asked: Why do you want to die?
because chances are i will soon anyway. i just want to not feel anything anymore, which would require drugs, and i’d rather not become a mindless addict. i’d rather evaporate into the ground and become one with the world i’ve always hated. i’m alone, depressed, constantly holding in panic attacks when i’m around people, so i just keep to myself most of the time. every time i smile, i’m not happy. i’m just dead inside, why not nip it in the bud before my depression starts affecting people around me?
